Gratitude & humility as we approach Thanksgiving

It seems we are all busy these days. From children to adolescents to adults and even retired seniors, it seems we’ve packed our lives so full of events and obligations that we barely have a chance to breathe. I’ve given a couple of messages recently on the dangers and pitfalls of busyness. But as I think about it now, perhaps we should make a distinction between simply keeping ourselves busy - and that hectic, frantic lifestyle that does its best to suck us into its vortex, sap our energy, crush our spirit, and leave us totally spent.

I can generally tell that I’m near my breaking point when I start having trouble summoning the patience to deal with stressful situations, or difficulty gently communicating with people who refuse to listen. Another “tell” that I’m getting depleted is when praise music leaves me overwhelmed and speechless, and my prayers come out as sobs.

Sometimes, simple things like keeping up with the maintenance on our vehicles and home repairs can start to become overwhelming. That’s when I remember how many folks would love to have my concerns. I think about all the people that are scrambling to secure basic transportation and dealing with the uncertainty that comes with inadequate housing.

What I am saying is this. My lawn and garden might have pesky weeds, and yet I am blessed to own property. The walls might need to be painted and the rugs replaced, but I am still living in a comfortable house. Our vehicles all need their regular oil changes and periodic maintenance, but thank God I haven’t had to replace any of them in a long time.

The day-to-day responsibilities of being your pastor can sometimes seem daunting, yet I am blessed that God saw fit to put me in a position where part of every day is spent stuyding the Word, searching for those interesting nuances that bring the text to life. And that He has made me part of a loving and caring congregation. Of course, I also deal with a pervasive, ongoing feeling of inadequacy. Yet week-in and week-out, He keeps feeding me the words to say.

I know without a doubt that this “job” - this position as your pastor - is far above my ability to perform. So I am left thanking God daily that I don’t have to do it alone.

Your pastor and friend,

Ed